Monthly Archives: June 2018

Pelican Days

The bay is alive and shimmering with shore birds, most especially brown pelicans.  Morning and evening I see them fishing, roosting on piers and gliding past the house and shore.  This morning a flock of them were feeding on a school of bait fish very close in to shore, right next to my house.

Each evening they migrate from north to south along the shore.  From late afternoon until dusk they glide by in ones, twos or groups of a dozen or more.  I don’t know where they go, but in those few hours hundreds must pass by.  Most of them fly near our houses, just above the shore; we believe the air currents must be best there.  I shot this not an hour ago:

For My Friend, Stuart…Thank you

I write the following because my friend and piping buddy, Stuart, got me thinking about my position regarding gun ownership rights.  (In your honor, Stuart, I began writing this while listening to the Old Blind Dogs and sipping a fine 15-year-old Glendronach…all the while surrounded by the six finest cats in all of Seabrook.  And stay tuned…there will be a part 2.)

In reply to my overly sardonic blog post about my latest rifle purchase and the Florida school murders, Stuart wrote:

“I’m more or less on the other side of this argument, but at least I know this unnecessary abomination is in safe hands.”

This may seem like an unremarkable thing to say, but I was struck by Stuart’s kindness and decency.  These are times when to be an unrepentant gun owner and NRA member is to face scorn and undeserved accusations almost daily.  We are regularly condemned as terrorists, Nazis, child-murderers, racists and other slurs, by people at the highest levels of politics, journalism, entertainment, and even public school students.

It is easy to shrug off a few such accusations – I understand the frustration and despair following tragedies such as the recent school murders in Florida and here in Texas.  But they sting.  Hear them often enough – and I and my NRA colleagues do hear them often – and all understanding and sympathy are worn down, to be replaced with resentment and defiance. To someone who despises the evils we are accused of, and who opposes them on deep principle, to be accused of such vile beliefs goes far beyond tolerable derision and unfairness.

So I am grateful for Stuart’s acknowledgement that my guns are “in safe hands;” he knows that I could never commit evil with or without them.  I don’t know how many gun owners and NRA members Stuart knows, but he knows one: me.  I am not an abstraction or a stereotype to Stuart; I am not a gun boogeyman.  He knows me; and knowing me, he knows that I am none of the things that I and other gun advocates are accused of being.  He may condemn the gun, but he does not condemn me for owning it.

So, a hearty ‘sláinte’ to you, Stu.  I only wish those with voices louder than yours were so reasonable.

Kitty Carson Update

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A friend and fellow ailurophile says that Kitty Carson looks like the Cowardly Lion from the Wizard of Oz.  Resemblances are clear.  Though he bears a leonine face, he is hardly cowardly.  He is sweet and gentle, however, the most affectionate cat I’ve known.  At 18 lean pounds, he is larger than all my other cats, but he doesn’t know it and doesn’t throw his weight around.

A few months ago I tried to find a home for him (he strayed to my house; I don’t know where he came from).  Lord knows, I didn’t need another cat.  But he clearly wanted to stay here, and his gentle and handsome ways, and his ease around my other cats, changed my mind.  Now he is a part of our family.  Every day, he makes me glad of that.

Summer Doldrums

A few minutes into a June Sunday, the brutal heat of the day fading, a fine whiskey in the glass and music of the Old Blind Dogs lifting my spirits.  Six cats loll around the living room and deck, cheering me still more.  I’m dreaming of tall, cool mountains…

A waning moon just rose over the bay, yellow-orange as a peach.  A small boat sails out into the bay.  What a pure joy, to be on the dark silent water in the middle of the night, no other boats or people in sight or hearing, shore lights and the Kemah Boardwalk all dark.  This is what I work so hard for: to linger late into the night with my leonine buddies, carefree and insouciant, a bit tipsy as the last wisps of the sea breeze freshen the night.

As Truman Capote wrote, I could die with this evening in my eyes…